New baby

OhOh Grace. It's been too long and there is a lot to write about.  But as today is our due date for baby #2, I did want to mention some of the things you've been saying & doing. 

1.  Saturday you told us that the baby should "stay in belly". 

2.  Yesterday you were concerned about me while you and I were getting frozen yogurt after school.  You touched my belly and said "Baby kicking. Owies!"  After I said that I was okay and wasn't getting hurt, you said "Yeah, love baby" and gave my belly a kiss. 

3.  You tell us all the time the things the baby needs. Changing diaper, bottle, nuk. 

4. You go back and forth from thinking it's a little girl to thinking it's a boy. You have asked when your sister is coming multiple times. Her name is going to be Toni if you are asked. 

Oh sweetie. I wish you knew that I'm just as scared as you are. But together, we can do this. And I know you will make the best big sister. You will always hold a very special place in my heart. You were my first everything....including the one who taught me how amazing children are and about a love that is truly endless.