I'm seriously so delinquent in posting and I don't even have a good excuse. Perhaps that's because there really has been a lot of nothing lately. Now, don't get me wrong there is always something going on....but really it hasn't been anything mind blowing. Grace and I are getting in to a really good pattern (can you BELIEVE she's 26 months in a few days....I surely can't) and it's amazing to see her grow each day.
That being said, we did have her conferences at school last weekend. Really, they didn't say a whole lot - she's really right on target for everything. The things she's REALY good at though (and exceeds her classmates) includes using a spoon, knowing colors, and ability to write/color. Also, they said she's so quiet during the day. I laughed, because each day after daycare, she won't stop talking the whole way home. I'm sure it's her just being comfortable. A few months ago she'd scream each day I'd bring her to daycare. Now, she walks right in, comes back to give me a kiss, and then goes to play. She's doing so well and really getting a pattern down. Today, after a few hours of playing at home, I asked her if she wanted to go to the gym. She said yes, and then said "bye-bye" to Dad....and walked downstairs. She certainly is comfortable there and likes the hour that she get out of the house and is able to just play.
Still a picky eater. Still learning more and more words every day, and still the learner by observing. During ECFE class, she never partakes in circle time...instead just watches. Though, she came home, and sang an entire song learned from there. She's definitely a learned by observing. The teachers said this will come in useful as she's older, as she will be more careful in what she does and learn by others making mistakes:) I love it.
Anyway - just so behind in this so I thought I'd give a small update. Josh is well, Lila is still driving me crazy, and I'm still so thankful for the chance to be home with my precious girl and help take care of the everyday nuisances so Josh doesn't have to.
Friday, November 15, 2013
Monday, September 23, 2013
Twenty four months....2 years old!
Grace. Grace. Grace. How did you get so big so fast. How can two years fly by so quickly - all with you becoming better and better each day. You bring so much love to so many people. I sometimes wonder what we all did before you. And in the end, I don't ever want to go back.
The last two months have gone by and you have changed so much. You've become such a big girl - knowing well over 100+ words and really copying what we say all the time. You love to tell us to sit, ask to "touch" things (even the sky), and coloring/books/and babies. Let's stop at that for just one minute. You LOVE babies. You especially love their strollers, but really enjoy putting them to "nigh-nigh". You know how to burp them, rock them, and put them to sleep (on their bellies).
Overall, you are still a good eater. Lately, you are so in to Nutri-Grain bars, applesauce pouches, popcorn and chips, and any meat. You love meat so much that, as a result of us asking you if you want more, you all meat "MOREMEAT". You still like milk, but especially love water as well. You take an hour or two nap a day (usually one hour) and then go to bed at 7:30. Typically, wake up time is 6:30, but some days it's 7AM. We have weaned you from the NUK, except at night time and in the car/stroller.
Lately, Mommy has been taking you to many park play dates - and all you want to do is swing. You could swing for hours if I let you - and sometimes I'll last an hour with you. These days you even tell mommy to sit on the swing next to you.
You are quite the goofball lately. Telling Mommy what you are going to wear (boots are a big deal) and you really love your monkey pajamas. In general, it's obvious at this age how much you love animals. If there is a dog at a park near you, you only want the dog. We've had to leave parks over dogs.
Separating has been hard. You go to daycare one day a week - and though you love Kyler and your friends, it's hard on you. It's hard on us too, but we know it's for the best for you.
You and I are best friends, partners in crime, Miss Grace. Your dad and I are so lucky to have you in our lives. God gave us the world when he gave us you.
Wednesday, August 7, 2013
Life Lately
I often forget to write here...and I should have done a 22 month post - but here I am late, as always. So instead, I thought I'd write a bit about what our life has been like....in general.
Well, Grace and I have been home together for 2 months together now. And honestly, we've been having so much fun. Normally, we start our mornings with an hour long walk to get coffee. The walk proves to be interesting each time, including calling out all the buses, ducks, squirrels and birds. Sometimes, we'll see a train...sometimes not. Each time though, we sing songs and enjoy the company that a walk brings - even at a young age.
After that, our days vary. Sometimes we'll meet friends through the MOMS Club at a park or at a playmates house. Some days, we'll go to the gym for a little bit to let Grace run around. Sometimes, we'll stay home before lunch and nap. Naps are typically 12:30 to 2:00. If it lasts until 1:30 I'm happy - you just never know what you'll get. Afternoons, we'll typically head to the park or the library and patiently wait for dad to be done with work.
Grace still loves books....including those with monkey's, dogs, or any animal in general. We really limit t.v. time to an hour max all day. A bit in the morning and a bit at night. The dogs are still your bread and butter Grace. We've had to leave a park because there was a dog. All you wanted was to pet and play with the dog - but the owner really wasn't having much to do with it. You were even a little sneaky. Waiting until I wasn't watching to try to get to that dog.
The funniest thing I've heard from Miss G lately....that I just have to share.....is the fact that she pointed to a horn on a cow. I told her, it was a horn. She then put her arm out...and went "beep beep". How do you tell an almost 2 year old...that there are different kind of horns?!!
Yesterday we went and visited Mollie....Amy's daughter. She is a month older than you, and literally couldn't be any more your opposite. She loves to hug, is outgoing, and great on her feet. You aren't a cuddler, are pretty shy, and not so coordinated yet. You'll get there - but that's just your personality. Anyway, the reason I bring this up, is that last night was a transition. You still have a night bottle. I can't give it up...and don't want to even try with you. But, last night you were too tired to even drink it. You saw your bed and your NUK and wanted to go to bed. You again, made a transition easy on us. However, when I cleaned your bottle today, I cried. It may be the last bottle I ever clean again. And that makes me sad. I know we want more kids, but what if it doesn't happen? What if that's my last? Selfishly, I'm bumming pretty hard over this change. You really are becoming more of a big girl.
Well, Grace and I have been home together for 2 months together now. And honestly, we've been having so much fun. Normally, we start our mornings with an hour long walk to get coffee. The walk proves to be interesting each time, including calling out all the buses, ducks, squirrels and birds. Sometimes, we'll see a train...sometimes not. Each time though, we sing songs and enjoy the company that a walk brings - even at a young age.
After that, our days vary. Sometimes we'll meet friends through the MOMS Club at a park or at a playmates house. Some days, we'll go to the gym for a little bit to let Grace run around. Sometimes, we'll stay home before lunch and nap. Naps are typically 12:30 to 2:00. If it lasts until 1:30 I'm happy - you just never know what you'll get. Afternoons, we'll typically head to the park or the library and patiently wait for dad to be done with work.
Grace still loves books....including those with monkey's, dogs, or any animal in general. We really limit t.v. time to an hour max all day. A bit in the morning and a bit at night. The dogs are still your bread and butter Grace. We've had to leave a park because there was a dog. All you wanted was to pet and play with the dog - but the owner really wasn't having much to do with it. You were even a little sneaky. Waiting until I wasn't watching to try to get to that dog.
The funniest thing I've heard from Miss G lately....that I just have to share.....is the fact that she pointed to a horn on a cow. I told her, it was a horn. She then put her arm out...and went "beep beep". How do you tell an almost 2 year old...that there are different kind of horns?!!
Yesterday we went and visited Mollie....Amy's daughter. She is a month older than you, and literally couldn't be any more your opposite. She loves to hug, is outgoing, and great on her feet. You aren't a cuddler, are pretty shy, and not so coordinated yet. You'll get there - but that's just your personality. Anyway, the reason I bring this up, is that last night was a transition. You still have a night bottle. I can't give it up...and don't want to even try with you. But, last night you were too tired to even drink it. You saw your bed and your NUK and wanted to go to bed. You again, made a transition easy on us. However, when I cleaned your bottle today, I cried. It may be the last bottle I ever clean again. And that makes me sad. I know we want more kids, but what if it doesn't happen? What if that's my last? Selfishly, I'm bumming pretty hard over this change. You really are becoming more of a big girl.
Wednesday, July 17, 2013
Sooo....tired.....
Oh my peanut....you have always been a great sleeper....until this week.....what is going on?
Yesterday, we went and played at the park...and you were the happiest little girl. You still are the happiest little girl....you just aren't a fan of sleep.
Is it your teeth? Is it Dad being gone? Is it the heat? I have no idea.....and that's the frustrating part.
I get so frustrated and angry....and I shouldn't. I love you more than you'll ever know.
You love the dog more than she'll ever know.
These morning snuggles.....they are what keep me going.
Sunday, June 30, 2013
21 months
What a month Miss G. We almost have a two year old and man are you seeming more and more like a real person these days! You have quite the little personality. You are still a very calm and pretty amazing little girl. You are patient and kind and very shy. When you meet new people, you won't talk. Instead, you continue to be observant and watch everyone. This month, I decided to become a stay at home mom. You have loved every minute of it. The days that you go to daycare, you throw tantrums because you'd rather be with us. I see you becoming more and more confident. Me being home has allowed you to shine. Your dad has also had a sabbatical for the last month. That means that we, as a family, have spent so much time together and we are amazed at how much we love you and how great of a girl you are.
What else....well, picture seem to tell many stories - so see below. :) As far as words, you know some colors (blue and yellow), you sign the word baby whenever you see one (and bus), your vocabulary grows by the minute - though you don't string words together yet. You do take long naps and sleep well - eating is hit or miss (same as always). You are PRETTY picky. You don't like fruit or cheese....and sometimes I wonder if you are my child!
What else....well, picture seem to tell many stories - so see below. :) As far as words, you know some colors (blue and yellow), you sign the word baby whenever you see one (and bus), your vocabulary grows by the minute - though you don't string words together yet. You do take long naps and sleep well - eating is hit or miss (same as always). You are PRETTY picky. You don't like fruit or cheese....and sometimes I wonder if you are my child!
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| At MOA for Toddler Tuesday! |
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| Uncle Royce brought Ricki home to meet everyone. We went to Uncle Lance's to say goodbye and you gave kisses! |
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| Zoo day for Aunt Sara's bday! |
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| At the BRF waterpark .You LOVE swimming. |
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| You are VERY spoiled. |
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| A rare picture of Mommy and Grace! |
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| At Town Hall Brewery for dinner. I dressed you in pajama's for daycare (accidently) |
Sunday, June 9, 2013
Love this smile little girl
Sometimes, when the day is SO busy and you seem to be getting in to everything. I'll just look at this photo.
Saturday, June 8, 2013
Wednesday, June 5, 2013
Thoughts as I close out
This is a hard post to write - but I keep going back to the fact that - the reason I write this blog is so that I have a place to go back and remember. So that, as I grow older and so does my family, that we can look back and be thankful for what we have and what we don't have. To remember the good and the bad. So, I'll try to summarize as best I can our lives as I close out my career at Honeywell. Yep, that's right, June 7th is my last day at Honeywell. I've been here seven years. Seven years worth of relationships, knowledge, and familiarity is coming to a close.
And I'm still having a hard time with it. I'm excited for this change and know that I need to do this for my family....and honestly want to. I just also know that it will be different. I'll have a different pattern to my life. I'll see different people every day. I'll be tired from running around after a toddler - versus tired from staring at a computer. That's different. But, I'm stressed. I've been stressed for the last two years. Outwardly, I don't show it - I think I've been strong - but inside, I know it's been too much. Working a full time job, doing a part time one, and taking care of a baby while Josh travels (which thankfully he hasn't been for the last couple months) is hard. I'm slipping in areas I don't want to slip. My house is dirty, my daughter knows the word hot-dog (since that seems to be all she wants to eat and all we give her), I haven't been documenting, taking picture, or savoring our lives. Josh and I look at each other and feel like we dont' know our daughter sometimes. If we ever want more kids, the stress really needs to subside....and this step is one that in my heart, I know will alleviate the majority.
We don't want to live with regret. We don't want to look back and know that we had the option to have me stay home - and we didn't do it. The last five years we've worked hard (two jobs - each of us at one point) to make sure we had the option to do this. And now we do. We have a downpayment saved for our next house (whenever that is) plus a good path to future saving and planning. While I worry about the money piece, it's not my primary concern. Right now, instead, I worry what other people think of our decision. While everyone is supportive outwardly - I still worry. Stupid huh? I know as I make the transition and get situated - I know there will be more support and honestly, I'll be more confident in my transition.
And I'm still having a hard time with it. I'm excited for this change and know that I need to do this for my family....and honestly want to. I just also know that it will be different. I'll have a different pattern to my life. I'll see different people every day. I'll be tired from running around after a toddler - versus tired from staring at a computer. That's different. But, I'm stressed. I've been stressed for the last two years. Outwardly, I don't show it - I think I've been strong - but inside, I know it's been too much. Working a full time job, doing a part time one, and taking care of a baby while Josh travels (which thankfully he hasn't been for the last couple months) is hard. I'm slipping in areas I don't want to slip. My house is dirty, my daughter knows the word hot-dog (since that seems to be all she wants to eat and all we give her), I haven't been documenting, taking picture, or savoring our lives. Josh and I look at each other and feel like we dont' know our daughter sometimes. If we ever want more kids, the stress really needs to subside....and this step is one that in my heart, I know will alleviate the majority.
We don't want to live with regret. We don't want to look back and know that we had the option to have me stay home - and we didn't do it. The last five years we've worked hard (two jobs - each of us at one point) to make sure we had the option to do this. And now we do. We have a downpayment saved for our next house (whenever that is) plus a good path to future saving and planning. While I worry about the money piece, it's not my primary concern. Right now, instead, I worry what other people think of our decision. While everyone is supportive outwardly - I still worry. Stupid huh? I know as I make the transition and get situated - I know there will be more support and honestly, I'll be more confident in my transition.
Tuesday, June 4, 2013
20 months
Well Grace - you turned 20 months, and just like every other instance that I want take your picture and write a post - you were sick! Your low grade temp started for a while....and then out of nowhere - you peaked during the night - on the 20th of May! Your temp, when we took it in the morning - was 104.5. Every time you are sick Grace, my heart hurts. I become anxious and I worry - so does your daddy. It ended up you just had a virus again and with some motrin and a few days at home - you felt much better. You even got a scary rash after your virus - and were CRANKY - but we understand why.
So...what have you been up to in the last couple months? Well, in March we went to a fish fry at Lutmers (which you LOVED the fish) and running around with everyone. You are still a very shy little girl - preferring to observe at first and then get involved. The next week - we went to BRF for Easter. You got to see your Uncle Royce and Uncle Lance - as well as visiting the Easter Bunny. We were amazed - you sat on the Easter Bunny's lap like it was your business. You werent' scared at all!
In April you had your 18month doctor appt - and you only got one shot (wasn't too bad) and the doctor said you looked like a model citizen again. It's amazing because when you were younger we worried about you being behind in some of the physical milestones (crawling, walking) but now - you've caught right up and even excel is some of the areas ahead of your age. You are becoming such a big girl. April went by so fast - with Mommy's birthday, Aunt Sara moving, your daddy traveling a bit for work, and a lot of other fun things.
In May, we went to a Gopher baseball game (you were HORRIFIED of Goldy) where daddy was honored for being part of the team and also celebrated Mother's Day. We didn't do much - but spent the time together. You also had a sleepover at Aunt Sara's while mommy and daddy went to the PwC formal. You watched movies with her (you especially liked 101 dalmations!)
You've seen your grandparents so much over the last couple months - you even know the words "PaPa" and "Grandma". You also have become quite the sponge lately - trying to copy everything mommy and daddy say. Family members all have names, all the animals do things (dogs pant, cows moo, sheep baa, horses neight, pigs snort, ducks quack), and you even point of cars (which have the hand motion of beep) and rocks. You are such a smarty pants. I think the biggest and funniest thing I've seen is the fact that you can say your own name. It's a hard one - but when we ask you who you are - you know it. You also, however, have picked up on the idea that your daddy's name is Josh. Uh oh.....
I wish I could box you up and save you in this cute, innocent age. You are the most amazing little girl Grace. I know I say this every month - and every month I mean it even more:)
So...what have you been up to in the last couple months? Well, in March we went to a fish fry at Lutmers (which you LOVED the fish) and running around with everyone. You are still a very shy little girl - preferring to observe at first and then get involved. The next week - we went to BRF for Easter. You got to see your Uncle Royce and Uncle Lance - as well as visiting the Easter Bunny. We were amazed - you sat on the Easter Bunny's lap like it was your business. You werent' scared at all!
In April you had your 18month doctor appt - and you only got one shot (wasn't too bad) and the doctor said you looked like a model citizen again. It's amazing because when you were younger we worried about you being behind in some of the physical milestones (crawling, walking) but now - you've caught right up and even excel is some of the areas ahead of your age. You are becoming such a big girl. April went by so fast - with Mommy's birthday, Aunt Sara moving, your daddy traveling a bit for work, and a lot of other fun things.
In May, we went to a Gopher baseball game (you were HORRIFIED of Goldy) where daddy was honored for being part of the team and also celebrated Mother's Day. We didn't do much - but spent the time together. You also had a sleepover at Aunt Sara's while mommy and daddy went to the PwC formal. You watched movies with her (you especially liked 101 dalmations!)
You've seen your grandparents so much over the last couple months - you even know the words "PaPa" and "Grandma". You also have become quite the sponge lately - trying to copy everything mommy and daddy say. Family members all have names, all the animals do things (dogs pant, cows moo, sheep baa, horses neight, pigs snort, ducks quack), and you even point of cars (which have the hand motion of beep) and rocks. You are such a smarty pants. I think the biggest and funniest thing I've seen is the fact that you can say your own name. It's a hard one - but when we ask you who you are - you know it. You also, however, have picked up on the idea that your daddy's name is Josh. Uh oh.....
I wish I could box you up and save you in this cute, innocent age. You are the most amazing little girl Grace. I know I say this every month - and every month I mean it even more:)
Wednesday, April 3, 2013
18 months
This was quite the picture to take. Let me tell you - you wouldn't stop moving for this picture. You wanted to hug your dog (which you LOVE doing all the time) and pull off the sticker. I always try to trick you when I put it on...but lately it has not been working. You know it comes off. Let's just say that sticker was DONE for by the time it was over. You can see by this picture -that you are on the move. Your hand is even moving in this picture!
That being said, you really are a very calm, patient little girl. You love watching the iPAD and seeing the PBS shows (Martha's Dog seems to be your favorite - but you like Elmo and your dad prefers Dinosaur Train). In the mornings, you are extra snuggly and watching these shows always is a hit. You also LOVE books....specifically any book about a dog. Now, when you see books about dogs, you try to hug and kiss them in the book. The iPad is a slobbery mess. While Lila isn't always my favorite...it's amazing how much you love her. The biggest word you say is DOG and you chase her around the house just trying to get a hug and kiss from her. You'll bend down next to her and kiss her general area.
Your language has improved over the last month - mostly in sign language. You know how to say please, thank you, more, milk and all done. You say "ma-ma" and "da-da", "dog", "more", "bye" and "up". You often say other things....but we aren't quite sure what they are. Your comprehension is crazy. We ask if you want a bath and you climb on the stairs....knowing where the bathtub is. You also have figured out how to throw tantrums. One weekend was specifically bad - but we are chalking that up to teething...since you've been pretty happy the last couple weeks.
The sleep area is one you are still great at. You take an hour nap (not super long) and then sleep 11.5/12 hours a night. We've moved your bedtime to 7PM so that you sleep until 6:30AM. As far as eating...you are smart. You know that if you hold out, we'll always give you yogurt...which you absolutely love. You are a big fan of any meat....suprisingly like sour things (you ate a lemon slice....so odd....)....you like pickles too:) Other than that - we really try to give you whatever we are eating. Many nights that does mean that you are eating a lone ...but we'll work on that.
This last month we spent a couple weekends in St. Cloud - where you picked out your Easter Dress and just played with family. You really are the center of attention when you are there. Other than that, we really didn't go far this last month - you've been enjoying daycare and just playing with mom and dad. We are so excited to have it be nicer out and be able to take you outside to play. You really enjoy being outside!
Over this last year Grace, you have been so loved. It's amazing how much attention you get (deservedly) and how much everyone just centers a piece of their world around you. You are the most loving and happy girl. Your smile lights up everyone's world. I only hope that you continue to know this and grow up with the solidity is knowing that you are so very loved.
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Old School Style
I'll admit it. I read a lot of random blogs. I saw this post on another blog and thought it might be fun to answer myself. I figure if I like reading about other peoples...I'd sure someone out there in blog world may enjoy mine.
1. What were you doing 10 years ago?
Hmmm....2003. I would have been 22. I was in Madison, Wisconsin. I was in my senior year of college. In all honesty, I was pretty miserable. My long term boyfriend had just dumped me out of nowhere and I was desperately thinking he would come back. He didn't (thankfully). In an attempt to start my life again, I dated a guy for a few months who was not for me...but took an interest in me. I was interning at Grant Thorton in Madison, wondering what in the heck I was doing getting an accounting degree. I hated this job and was wondering what I was thinking and how I was going to live actually doing this job in the future. Towards April I was back in school finishing the semester in class and again getting confirmation that I loved the accounting world. I think I just liked learning in retrospect. I was renewed with the focus that if I moved out of Madison, it would be an entirely new situation. Ick. That just made me sad...but at the same time so thankful that I have what I do now.
2. What 5 things are on your to-do list?
3. What are 5 snacks you enjoy?
4. Name some things you would do if you were a millionaire?
Quit work, make Josh quit work, and hang out with him all day. Grace out of daycare (just a couple days a week) and move somewhere warm where we could be outside 90% of the days. I'd give money to family members that have helped me over the last couple years...especially while Josh has been traveling...though I'm sure I could never repay.
5. Name some places you have lived.
Hixton, Black River Falls, Platteville, Madison, Minneapolis, Columbia Heights
6. Name some bad habits you have.
I used to bite my nails. And then decided to stop one day (thank you pregnancy). I don't wash my face at night (I really should stop this...). I'm sure there are more.
7. Name some jobs you have had.
Yikes. Hotel Front Desk, Hostess, Waitress, Teller at Credit Union, Telemarketer (lasted a week), Library Receptionist, Teacher, Financial Analyst, Sales Ops Manager. Holy buckets. When I write that all down - that's a lot!
1. What were you doing 10 years ago?
Hmmm....2003. I would have been 22. I was in Madison, Wisconsin. I was in my senior year of college. In all honesty, I was pretty miserable. My long term boyfriend had just dumped me out of nowhere and I was desperately thinking he would come back. He didn't (thankfully). In an attempt to start my life again, I dated a guy for a few months who was not for me...but took an interest in me. I was interning at Grant Thorton in Madison, wondering what in the heck I was doing getting an accounting degree. I hated this job and was wondering what I was thinking and how I was going to live actually doing this job in the future. Towards April I was back in school finishing the semester in class and again getting confirmation that I loved the accounting world. I think I just liked learning in retrospect. I was renewed with the focus that if I moved out of Madison, it would be an entirely new situation. Ick. That just made me sad...but at the same time so thankful that I have what I do now.
2. What 5 things are on your to-do list?
- Update Grace's baby book. It's been eight months. And download pictures from my camera.
- Paint the spots of missing paint in the house.
- Look up and hire a company to clean my house this spring. And clean the carpets.
- Plan a vacation
- Go through Grace's clothes and store them away.
3. What are 5 snacks you enjoy?
- Cereal (most notably Lucky Charms)
- Cool Ranch Doritos
- Trail Mix (nuts mostly)
- Veggies and Dip (light ranch please)
- I really don't discriminate. I enjoy snacks. I could do without meals.
4. Name some things you would do if you were a millionaire?
Quit work, make Josh quit work, and hang out with him all day. Grace out of daycare (just a couple days a week) and move somewhere warm where we could be outside 90% of the days. I'd give money to family members that have helped me over the last couple years...especially while Josh has been traveling...though I'm sure I could never repay.
5. Name some places you have lived.
Hixton, Black River Falls, Platteville, Madison, Minneapolis, Columbia Heights
6. Name some bad habits you have.
I used to bite my nails. And then decided to stop one day (thank you pregnancy). I don't wash my face at night (I really should stop this...). I'm sure there are more.
7. Name some jobs you have had.
Yikes. Hotel Front Desk, Hostess, Waitress, Teller at Credit Union, Telemarketer (lasted a week), Library Receptionist, Teacher, Financial Analyst, Sales Ops Manager. Holy buckets. When I write that all down - that's a lot!
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
17 months...but really late
I promise I'll make a really good post for the 17 month time frame. So - what happened from January 20th to February 20th? Well Grace - you spent a weekend at Grandma Krogmans and you had so much fun! Mommy and Daddy missed you - but we had a date night with some friends and just relaxed! We met you on Sunday and went to Church in St. Cloud. You were a pretty good girl for most of it - we kept feeding you. You are such a stinker and would ask for what you wanted - and laugh when we gave it to you. We are amazed at how smart you are getting!
You are becoming more and more of a mommas girl - still some serious seperation anxiety. It's now March 6th and that's pretty much over - but you definitely at least try to cry to get me to stay at daycare.
We also went to the Gopher Pro-Alumni game on February 2nd. You had a lot of fun and made it to about 7PM without breaking down. 7PM is still your bed time and you are DONE for the night by then. You just started walking January 8th...so you were practicing your walking a TON that night. You are SO proud of yourself.
It's been another time period of sickness (seriously...worst winter ever). On February 6th - I decided to bring you in to the doctor since it was the THIRD week of high fever or even just a little bit elevated. They ran some tests (they took your blood...and I had to hold you...so sad).....and you just had another virus. Virus after virus. While it was good to know there wasn't anything serious going on (no infection, etc) it's sad to know that you keep getting hit with a bug.
Finally - we went and watched Uncle Lance ref a basketball game on the 15th. You were such a good girl and loved watching the action!
Let's see....you still LOVE hot dogs, chips, bananas, muffins, pretty much anything that is salty. Pretzels, chex mix...anything we have you want. I've learned to be careful what I bring out. We did take away your morning bottle (for the second time) and man did you throw a tantrum on day two. When you realized it was gone....you finally gave in to your hunger and we've been good to go ever since. While this time period was full of sickness and flu (MN winter...)...it became hard to really know you. I'm excited to share the 18 month post because you have really shown yourself to us.
Love you baby girl!
You are becoming more and more of a mommas girl - still some serious seperation anxiety. It's now March 6th and that's pretty much over - but you definitely at least try to cry to get me to stay at daycare.
We also went to the Gopher Pro-Alumni game on February 2nd. You had a lot of fun and made it to about 7PM without breaking down. 7PM is still your bed time and you are DONE for the night by then. You just started walking January 8th...so you were practicing your walking a TON that night. You are SO proud of yourself.
It's been another time period of sickness (seriously...worst winter ever). On February 6th - I decided to bring you in to the doctor since it was the THIRD week of high fever or even just a little bit elevated. They ran some tests (they took your blood...and I had to hold you...so sad).....and you just had another virus. Virus after virus. While it was good to know there wasn't anything serious going on (no infection, etc) it's sad to know that you keep getting hit with a bug.
Finally - we went and watched Uncle Lance ref a basketball game on the 15th. You were such a good girl and loved watching the action!
Let's see....you still LOVE hot dogs, chips, bananas, muffins, pretty much anything that is salty. Pretzels, chex mix...anything we have you want. I've learned to be careful what I bring out. We did take away your morning bottle (for the second time) and man did you throw a tantrum on day two. When you realized it was gone....you finally gave in to your hunger and we've been good to go ever since. While this time period was full of sickness and flu (MN winter...)...it became hard to really know you. I'm excited to share the 18 month post because you have really shown yourself to us.
Love you baby girl!
Saturday, January 26, 2013
Sixteen Months
Well Grace - I always think that things can't get even better....but they do. You are WALKING. On January 8th, I came in to daycare to pick you up and you took a couple steps towards me. I thought that would be it, you had been doing that for a bit....but then you took even more! Over the last few weeks now, you've gotten so good at walking....people think you've been doing it for months. You are SO proud of yourself - and rightfully so! You love when people chase you and the fact that you can get anywhere you want to really makes you happy. We can't believe how big you look now that you are walking. We realize how TALL you are! You are such a little peanut - but you certainly have your dad's height.
These days you LOVE Lila. I swear you will say Lila before Mom. You say Da-Da a lot, know what a ball is - and definitely point to Lila and make a noise like you are trying to say her name. You love waving (sometimes you get up from your nap and just start waving). Every night before bed, after your bottle, you wave...even if nobody is around.
What I love MOST these days is how much you love books. Not even just a little bit - but a lot. You grab them and when we ask if you want to read one - you come right over to sit on our laps and read. You are so curious and patient.
The struggle these days, is getting you to eat anything other than hot dogs. I know it sounds disgusting (some day you are going to look back at this and think WHAT?!?!) but you eat hot dogs like they are going out of style. Each night, I try to get you to eat something else first, but you throw it on the floor. I think you have me figured out though - because I'll eventually bring you a hot dog and you give this laugh like you are saying "Hahah - suckers!". You know what you want and how to get it.
Right now you are at Grandma's house for the weekend. I often talk about how much work it is taking care of you alone every day...but in the end, you being gone is like I'm not here. I can't believe how much you mean to me. I wouldn't trade anything for you.
Happy Sixteen Months my little girl.
Tiffany
These days you LOVE Lila. I swear you will say Lila before Mom. You say Da-Da a lot, know what a ball is - and definitely point to Lila and make a noise like you are trying to say her name. You love waving (sometimes you get up from your nap and just start waving). Every night before bed, after your bottle, you wave...even if nobody is around.
What I love MOST these days is how much you love books. Not even just a little bit - but a lot. You grab them and when we ask if you want to read one - you come right over to sit on our laps and read. You are so curious and patient.
The struggle these days, is getting you to eat anything other than hot dogs. I know it sounds disgusting (some day you are going to look back at this and think WHAT?!?!) but you eat hot dogs like they are going out of style. Each night, I try to get you to eat something else first, but you throw it on the floor. I think you have me figured out though - because I'll eventually bring you a hot dog and you give this laugh like you are saying "Hahah - suckers!". You know what you want and how to get it.
Right now you are at Grandma's house for the weekend. I often talk about how much work it is taking care of you alone every day...but in the end, you being gone is like I'm not here. I can't believe how much you mean to me. I wouldn't trade anything for you.
Happy Sixteen Months my little girl.
Tiffany
Friday, January 18, 2013
Thoughts lately
This is going to be a completely random blog....but here are some thoughts.
1) I read a lot of blogs. A lot. 99% of them are mommy blogs - learning how other people do things, what is going on with their lives, etc. I realize that this is somewhat hypocritical - since I never do it myself. Why do I like reading blogs? Well, at the end of the night, it's relaxing and nice to know I'm not the only one juggling a child and working. Or a child and doing all the other things mommy's want to do. I don't read them if the don't portray a normal life. This means, if everything in your blog is positive, this isn't real life. It's just not.
2) I hate the winter. And not just because it's cold....because it's also very depressing. I used to like it, I know I did. This winter is particularly tough and I'm not sure why. I don't want to get out of bed in the morning to go to work and I don't really want to just stay home either. There is nothing that I want to do. I just want to lay around. I know this isn't healthy and I"m hoping that this passes in a month when there are longer months. Also, I think having Josh home more in a month or two and having some fun things to look forward to in a "nearer" future will help.
3) Can I just say...I'm in a love/hate relationship with The Bachelor. I wish I wouldn't have hooked myself in to the show.
4) I may have found thelove of my life third love of my life. Skippy Natural Honey Peanut Butter. Seriously amazing. If you haven't tried it, don't.
5) Every day I struggle with the decision to stay home or not. I can't decide. I don't think I'll ever know the right answer. That being said, every day I see her and realize how much older she looks, how much she's growing, etc...I know that I'm probably not doing the right thing for myself and my family. I know I'm going to regret it. I always feel like I'm running behind, there is never enough time in the day to do both jobs and keep the house up and enjoy her...without being a mess sometimes. I'm behind on her baby book, I dont' have patience for the dog, our house is "tidy" but not deep cleaned, I don't hug my husband and give him attention enough even when he is around, and I don't cook. I love cooking. I love good meals - and instead we are eating out of boxes and frozen food 90% of the time. All in all - I'm stressed. And it's my own fault. However, trading in this stress for financial stress still seems like the better option for me...and it's probably not the right option given that Josh will do well and we won't have to worry about money. Yeah, we might not have the "house of our dreams someday" but does that matter? Me taking a step back can allow him to do whatever job he wants and not have to do something he hates because he has to work 8-5. Ugh. Tough stuff.
6) We are going to a birthday party this weekend and my parents are driving 2 hours to take care of Grace. I love that. That being said, it starts at 8pm. How am I going to stay up that late!
Alright - a TRAINwreck of thoughts. But part of my internal goals this year is to write more. I love looking back at posts and wish I'd do a better job. So - here I am!
1) I read a lot of blogs. A lot. 99% of them are mommy blogs - learning how other people do things, what is going on with their lives, etc. I realize that this is somewhat hypocritical - since I never do it myself. Why do I like reading blogs? Well, at the end of the night, it's relaxing and nice to know I'm not the only one juggling a child and working. Or a child and doing all the other things mommy's want to do. I don't read them if the don't portray a normal life. This means, if everything in your blog is positive, this isn't real life. It's just not.
2) I hate the winter. And not just because it's cold....because it's also very depressing. I used to like it, I know I did. This winter is particularly tough and I'm not sure why. I don't want to get out of bed in the morning to go to work and I don't really want to just stay home either. There is nothing that I want to do. I just want to lay around. I know this isn't healthy and I"m hoping that this passes in a month when there are longer months. Also, I think having Josh home more in a month or two and having some fun things to look forward to in a "nearer" future will help.
3) Can I just say...I'm in a love/hate relationship with The Bachelor. I wish I wouldn't have hooked myself in to the show.
4) I may have found the
5) Every day I struggle with the decision to stay home or not. I can't decide. I don't think I'll ever know the right answer. That being said, every day I see her and realize how much older she looks, how much she's growing, etc...I know that I'm probably not doing the right thing for myself and my family. I know I'm going to regret it. I always feel like I'm running behind, there is never enough time in the day to do both jobs and keep the house up and enjoy her...without being a mess sometimes. I'm behind on her baby book, I dont' have patience for the dog, our house is "tidy" but not deep cleaned, I don't hug my husband and give him attention enough even when he is around, and I don't cook. I love cooking. I love good meals - and instead we are eating out of boxes and frozen food 90% of the time. All in all - I'm stressed. And it's my own fault. However, trading in this stress for financial stress still seems like the better option for me...and it's probably not the right option given that Josh will do well and we won't have to worry about money. Yeah, we might not have the "house of our dreams someday" but does that matter? Me taking a step back can allow him to do whatever job he wants and not have to do something he hates because he has to work 8-5. Ugh. Tough stuff.
6) We are going to a birthday party this weekend and my parents are driving 2 hours to take care of Grace. I love that. That being said, it starts at 8pm. How am I going to stay up that late!
Alright - a TRAINwreck of thoughts. But part of my internal goals this year is to write more. I love looking back at posts and wish I'd do a better job. So - here I am!
Monday, January 7, 2013
14 and 15 months!
Well Grace. To Say this November and December have been busy is an understatement. Thus, I'm REALLY late on your 14 month post and not quite as late on your 15 month post. It's been a rough couple months for you and I. First, right after Thanksgiving with the Krogman's and spending some time in BRF - you got your first REAL sickness. As in, throwing up, not able to do anything, stomach bug. You got it first, then I came down with it, and then your daddy did too. After having it, I understand why you were so sad. That had to have been the worst sickness I have ever had and I felt crummier than I did when I was in labor. After getting over that, a week or two later, I got the flu. Luckily, you had a flu shot and weren't as sick - but miserable regardless. Put that together with the teething factor (you have two molars on your left side!) and it made for a sad beginning of December. Then, the Monday before Xmas, you had stomach flu again. This one I think was the Norovirus and you couldn't keep anything in. Mommy became ill two days later and that was a miserable stomach bug as well. I sent you to daycare on Thursday when you were feeling a bit better and you were SO sad. I felt to bad leaving you, but Mommy needed to feel better and to work. On Friday, daddy and I picked you up from daycare - and you had pink eye. Bad. You poor little girl - you looked so miserable. We got you in to the doctor (it took a very long time and you were in an ok mood the entire time) and got you some medicine. Then, Mommy got pink eye. See a rough couple months.
You did, however, go to Grandma and Grandpa Wiersmas house while Mommy and Daddy went to see Uncle Royce and ski in Colorado. You were SUCH a good girl there and you loved your time there. Mommy and Daddy came home early to see you and make sure that we didn't get stuck in the snow! You went sledding for your first time on December 9th. Daddy was SO excited to take you out in the snow. You were only out for a short time and at first you loved it. The snow was so think though - you didn't last long. I don't blame you. I didn't love it either:) I'm sure as you get older, your Dad's excitement for the snow will rub off. On December 22nd, you took your first steps when visiting Grandma and Grandpa Krogman for Christams. It was only two little ones, but you did it! Previously, you stood up on your own for the first time in early December. Mommy came to pick you up from daycare one day and you were SO excited your crawled and stood up! Then, on December 24th, when Daddy and Grandpa Wiersma were leaving the house in Wisconsin, you waved and said "Bye?". You are getting so big!
These days, you are LOVING songs. You love "Wheels on the Bus" and do the CUTEST hand motions with the songs. You also love pointing at everything and making a noise like you are asking what something is. We love it and find ourselves talking to you even more these days. The dog is your favorite. Just asking you "Where is Lila" gets you to stop crying and keeps you entertained. You also love crawling up the stairs and walking around the house. Anywhere there is action - you are in LOVE with.
Now - this is technically in the 16 month area - but in the last month you have had SO much seperation anxiety. I think the teething, paired with a lot of time with Mommy and Daddy over the break, have left you so attached. It's cute, but you are a big girl and can do things with others....we know you can. It makes the decision of whether or not Mommy stays home a very difficult one.
Finally, you had your 15 month appt on Wednesday, January 2nd. You were 19.9lbs and 32 inches long. This puts in somewhere in the 20th percentile for weight and in the 90th percentile for height. Such a tall and petitie little girl!
In the last couple months you've grown so much physically and mentally. While you are ABSOLUTELY exhausting sometimes, you truly are the love of our lives. We love seeing you grow and becoming your own, individual little person. Your giggles are the best sound.
Here's to another great month sweetheart. You are the most amazing little girl.
Tiffany
You did, however, go to Grandma and Grandpa Wiersmas house while Mommy and Daddy went to see Uncle Royce and ski in Colorado. You were SUCH a good girl there and you loved your time there. Mommy and Daddy came home early to see you and make sure that we didn't get stuck in the snow! You went sledding for your first time on December 9th. Daddy was SO excited to take you out in the snow. You were only out for a short time and at first you loved it. The snow was so think though - you didn't last long. I don't blame you. I didn't love it either:) I'm sure as you get older, your Dad's excitement for the snow will rub off. On December 22nd, you took your first steps when visiting Grandma and Grandpa Krogman for Christams. It was only two little ones, but you did it! Previously, you stood up on your own for the first time in early December. Mommy came to pick you up from daycare one day and you were SO excited your crawled and stood up! Then, on December 24th, when Daddy and Grandpa Wiersma were leaving the house in Wisconsin, you waved and said "Bye?". You are getting so big!
These days, you are LOVING songs. You love "Wheels on the Bus" and do the CUTEST hand motions with the songs. You also love pointing at everything and making a noise like you are asking what something is. We love it and find ourselves talking to you even more these days. The dog is your favorite. Just asking you "Where is Lila" gets you to stop crying and keeps you entertained. You also love crawling up the stairs and walking around the house. Anywhere there is action - you are in LOVE with.
Now - this is technically in the 16 month area - but in the last month you have had SO much seperation anxiety. I think the teething, paired with a lot of time with Mommy and Daddy over the break, have left you so attached. It's cute, but you are a big girl and can do things with others....we know you can. It makes the decision of whether or not Mommy stays home a very difficult one.
Finally, you had your 15 month appt on Wednesday, January 2nd. You were 19.9lbs and 32 inches long. This puts in somewhere in the 20th percentile for weight and in the 90th percentile for height. Such a tall and petitie little girl!
In the last couple months you've grown so much physically and mentally. While you are ABSOLUTELY exhausting sometimes, you truly are the love of our lives. We love seeing you grow and becoming your own, individual little person. Your giggles are the best sound.
Here's to another great month sweetheart. You are the most amazing little girl.
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